Monday, May 11, 2009


This is all I can think these days.

Where has all the fat gone?


It's exactly where it was last week (and the week before, and the week before, and...).

Attached to my fat ass.

Not sure why I can't seem to lose weight.

Let's rewind to about four/five weeks ago.

I was doing nothing to lose weight.

No exercise. No food intake moderation. Nothing.

I was enjoying brownie batter, and ice cream , and mini Kit Kats. I was ordering sausage at breakfast, and french fries at dinner.

I was happy with my food choices, but miserable with my fatness.

So, silly me, I decided to make a change.

I cut out the junk (mostly), and got moving.

I have been eating oatmeal for lunch and veggies (alongside my Smart Ones meal) for dinner.

This weekend I ran 4 miles (last weekend I did 5). Maybe that doesn't sound like much, but it is 100% more than what I was doing 4/5 weeks ago.

So why am I still fat?

Why do my clothes fit the same?

Why do I look and feel the same?

Why has the scale not moved one pound?

It must be broken. That's what it is, it's broken!

Next week I will weigh somewhere else.

'Cause, seriously, if I don't mark a change soon, I will be enjoying brownie mix unabashedly for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and the only thing that will be able to stop me is a wicked case of diarrhea. -3T


ciara said...

have you had your thyroid checked? that is the cause of my fat ass. i'm on the proper meds now and have to exercise like a maniac and eat like a rabbit to lose 1lb a week (if i'm lucky). seriously though, thyroid could be an issue. are you tired a lot? hair loss? memory loss? i have a cpl of posts about thyroid disease symptoms

Momma Chae said...

I hear ya. Oh man, do I hear ya.